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indeed. that is true. you can only know what you yourself has experienced. media is supposed to teach us things, not indoctrinate us. thus, listening to parents lovers friends about how it was "before" is just a lie. i am baphomet. valoonian. i was born with more than 2 arms. there was some weird device on my upper right arm as well. ive read about them some. they had purple (ultraviolette, like people who tan at the equator) hair and skin. and i had 100% yellow eyes. ive read about people being born with multiple legs as well. this is how the slave race to the annunaki were explained. i have red hair now though, since they poisoned me with d-vitamin. my dad is pitch black. i know deeply about mk ultra and fortran through my own research. they had MMORPGs in the 1950s. i have seen the entire reality change from one instance to the next. without drugs or withdrawal or pills. they dont want the truth to be known. you know how wellness junkies spam about "the law of repeating" or what they say? the more truth i say, the more stupid the world becomes around me. just to punish me. my latest research shows that hindus were wrong, the second element wasnt conciousness, it was torture, existance is the third element. everything stems from torture. the thing is, without being able to move my legs anymore, i have no way of getting proper exercise. i used to love to go for walks for hours each day. then you get both torture or enjoyment and health and beautiful sights and it passes down time without watching tv or vids online. now its the same view all the time. without a laptop i really have nothing to do whatsoever. and thats what they want. they dont want to me change the world. if anything, maybe we are spider people. with loads of eyes and legs and arms and mandibles and stuff. that monkey thing is a hoax. no people from africa believe it. they had a nuclear war there not long ago. the only thing that survived were cockroaches. so theyve evolved from them. i sometimes see people in their true forms. both as alien (grey) or reptiloid (green, draconoid) and also as animals, but also as terminator 1 like exoskeletons. i also see circuits on people from time to time, even the barcodes on the hands and feet from the creators.