Death is life review
i have a vampire entity on me, i have seen it once. it was a round ball with spikes and 2 big eyes. it said "let me go". they feed on birthmakes. i also have 2 wounds in my scalp that just never heal. they seem to bleed when i sleep, as i find stains on the pillow the next day. hmm.
and when i stopped being creative and played computer games after a 15 year hiatus, i met 2 women at the small local mall (we had never been especially close, only met a few times, id shown some of my art music poetry to them) who both basically said the same thing close in time to eachother: "you used to make so much art, music, and poetry - what happened to that?".
i know for sure one of them dont follow me online, and ive never told either of them my online aliases. the other one is a bit more tech savvy but i dont think either. so somehow they "experience" my art through drug visions (or just alcohol / smoking, even coffee or tea) without actually "seeing" it IRL. they are just connected to me, like quantum entanglement. how many are connected i have no idea about, maybe 1000s, or even millions.
as for the afterlife, that was reassuring. i saw a video about that on youtube from a channel called "the pursuit of wonder". he has many interesting perspectives on life on earth and the cosmos and the future and philosophy.
as for the cross, were you baptized when you were born? i had so much problems (i was a cholic for over a year) so my parents couldnt bother. i am thankful for that though. i am a child of the earth, wicca, nature religion. i like bits and pieces from all religions though. i prefer hinduism.
after a suicide attempt the doctors almost overdozed me on morphine. i kept getting visions both when awake and sleeping. first it was just dots then lines then spheres. didnt get longer than that. but i saw my rebirth, from the eggcell and beyond.
as for "god", i just keep reposting this thing written by lao tzu. i find it the most beautiful piece of writing (i get the chills every time i recite it from memory) i have ever heard. fuck the primitively worded religious writings of the world, this is cosmic poetry!
there is a thing
inherent and natural
which existed before
the heavens and the earth
motionless and fathomless
it stands alone
and never changes
it pervades everywhere
and never becomes exhausted
it may be regarded as
the mother of the universe
i do not know its name
if i am forced
to give it a name
i shall call it tao
and deem it supreme
it is said earth is owned by an annunaki called marduk. he gene manipulated homo erectus. this goes well with archeological records from the time. somehow we "skipped" evolution and became smarter one day to the next. there are no bones left from the time between these 2 parts. called "the missing link". there used to be many different annunakis that controlled parts of earth, but marduk wanted it all to himself.
his name was changed later to YWHW, then the goths overtook rome in the 800s and changed / censored the bible wildly and changed all instances of YHWH to "guth", which later became "god". when it says "lord" in the bible, its really a short for "lord of destruction", as both YHWH (northeastern african demon) and guth means this. you were supposed to do animal (even human) blood sacrifices to him, and he wouldnt cause as bad earthquakes / sandstorms / droughts / fires / famines.
source for guth: wiktionary in the fifth dimensions. i can no longer find the sources for it though, but it was clear as day there when i looked on it a few years ago. when looking further into the meanings of guth (whose synonym is "freya", how different would the world be if we called your supreme diety that instead?) its what i arrived at. it derives from "gore" and "death", but more "male" / killer / hunter, sort of, the one who brought food to the table. so its a real old word.
as for marduk, he needs gold around his planets atmosphere (nibiru, the thirteenth in our solar system, it is invisible unless your are deep into the fifth dimensions). gold is a protective element. you can order leaf gold online and eat it. doesnt cost a lot. supposedly heals almost any physical and mental ailment. i ordered it on wish.com and it costed next to nothing for 100 sheets. had some weak effect but i get resistant easily to everything. did feel something the first one i took, like a drug high but no side effects.
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