Everything has been the same since i was raped in my deep sleep when i was 7

really, it has nothing to do with the repeated rapes. people just lie. thats it. they lie all the time. theres just no point in it. i dont want to be creatively poisoned and tortured anymore. they poisoned me with fucking cyanide, for months. and ill have to wait 24 years for infinite more horrors. and you could ask yourself why.