Fffffffffffff

so

the plan was to only work out once every 2 weeks

but it seemed to be alright now

well wouldnt you know

the psychiatric system was just here

theyre gonna force me into neuroleptics

its the fucking end of the world

and tracey has never cared about this

wonderful

and why?

i coulda just lied and said everything was ok

but because i didnt act like a normie

im crazy?

i said im ok that i dont have anxiety or depression or self destructive

they didnt care about that at all

last question

"do you hear voices?"

it was 5 of them

only 1 talking

the last was from some überdouchebag

i said a lot more

new stuff

"you only repeat the same all the time"

rrright

she didnt say what neuroleptic

what dose

fucking great

i slept 4 times after i woke up yesterday

dreamt every time

and remembered nothing

so figured i needed to work out more

and this is my reward?