Josefin
josefin
so i started working as a volounteer at a second hand store. i never got it until years later when i was disabled, and thus, couldnt do much anymore, except surf all day. but every job i had they wanted me as a boss. either that, or i got sacked because the boss saw me as a "threat". how? why? i get it. i was so lonely back then, and if i didnt talk to people every 5 minutes, i freaked out. near the workdays end, id go through the whole place chitchatting with many, since i felt even worse then. thats the bosses main thing. making the employees feel comfortable. at least good ones. makes them treat costumers better and increases sales. simple.
yes. except that, my skin hunger was ramping up. i was still a virgin then, at 30 years old.
id gotten tired of porn, and needed another outlet. so everywhere i went i hugged random strangers. then stroking hands, then arms, then not more. i tried it a few times but with bad results.
so. anyway. id been there for a few months. it was 1 hour before closing. i remembered how one of the cleaning ladies always used to disappear after an hour of work. but sometimes id see her leaving the same time as me in the afternoon. didnt make sense.
there was new woman, quite weighty and tall too, that used huge cleavage. she was the only one i connected with, on a deeper level. i asked for her phone number several times but never got it. she wasnt there often either.
now, ½ year prior. id basically never been touched. as a young thin woman was being sacked, i got my first hug ever. she liked big boys, i guess.
so, she sat on an office chair, and invited me on top. yes, thats the most touch id gotten at that point.
at one point i asked if she could help me with something. dont know what it was. and she replied
"why dont you help yourself?"
so, i hurried to the bathroom, and started wanking. itd been so long. i started moaning too, which id never done before. my parents were very strict christians, and if they ever found me masturbating, i got punished greatly. i still stroked myself every time i woke up in the wolfhours, but, obviously, always as quietly as possible.
and as i was doing it, i heard moans from the wall next to me. i began moaning higher, and she did as well.
then she started chanting "come come come".
so i headed out, and went into the womans locker room. at the end of it was a door to the bathroom. i felt the door and it was unlocked.
unbeknownst to me, it lead to another door, with no lights, and 2 beds. i opened and closed it slowly.
she was still moaning. and i heard lubricated flesh sounds too, also unknown to me what they were. only guys could come, right?
"undress your upper body"
i did as told. now, i weighted 140 kilos then. it was probably more before, but then i didnt weigh myself. together with neuroleptics, which can cause both "painfully long erections", but also "lactation", even on males, my breasts were quite enormous, and my dick had gotten bigger from them as well. i remember trying my room mates bra. it was D cup. and it fit perfectly around my chest.
so she sat up in bed, and began analyzing my body with her hands.
"oooh, what a stomache! you must have had many children!"
i couldnt stop myself from laughing. especially as her soft hands were tickly.
then she reached higher up, slowly, slowly.
as they got to half of my breasts. she stopped and sighed greatly.
"do you work out a lot? how can they be so firm?"
i attribute that to genes. both my sister (20 years older) and mother, who is in her 70s, have never used bras and they dont hang anything.
while karin is tall and slender, sara is thick and short. we both weight the same, and i dont know much about cup sizes. but she turns heads everywhere she goes.
no porn or celebrity images compare to them either.
i whispered "do you want to see me work out?"
she went quiet for awhile. but then i could see her big brown eyes glistening in the near darkness, only the slight gap in the door letting in any light, and she nodded.
i undid the rest of my clothes, which was quite a bother with such a hard boner. itd never felt this way before.
she leaned back, and i could hear those sloppy sounds again.
i dont know how long i just listened to it, and felt the come fumes reach my nose.
"yes, please go on" she said in a now annoyed voice, but still full of expectancy.
i began moving my hand slowly across its length. id always come in a minute or two. but for some reason, not now.
my darkness vision had finally accustomed. then i saw her taking her other hand to her crotch. 3 fingers from each going in and out.
not wanting to be worse, i enveloped my whole length, except for the head, and continued pleasuring myself.
i honestly didnt know i was that long. and compared to my wrist, the dick is actually bigger in girth.
but female hormones seem to do something with my body. whenever im alone long enough, my dick turns smaller.
anyway. cant write more now. dont know why actually. im not tired, but my hands are aching some. guess i need to jack off. my dick is throbbing, like it only used to do in my teens.
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