Ma

thanks man they just came to my house yesterday and beat me. like the mafia. yeah im fucking scared. no matter if i behave or dont behave they punish me. but this i didnt predict. like all their punishments and poisonings. soon theyll bust out teeth in me. anyway. i am holy. they dont really dare touch me much because they burn there just like vampires who see the light. but my arm hurt for 3 hours afterwards. ive never gotten this abuse before. even with bullies like half the school class they almost never beat me. but this out of nowherefor no reason? then they said as they took em away, yeah was only gone for half a day "you shouldnt have to stand this", talking about the junkie staff. the boss here literally said in may already "were gonna let you rot away". i dont regret anything i am not christian. i have done no sins. ive lived. as a human. and im proud of my accomphlishments. im proud of my kids. even if they kill me soon they live on. and i know ive affected a lot of people. anyway thanks mean means a million no one almost ever cares :'(