Mp

im tired of miss poetry site

when i started working more

on the pie album i just didnt

have time for anything else

thank god. also working out

more make you realize you

only need yourself really.

you stop being desperate.

because testosterone and

all those good stuff that

is excerted makes you feel

good for real without having

to add anything at all. yes

ive said it since february

but im not lonely anymore

really. im not afraid of the

dark either since that child

molester long ago who messed

me up ive unsummoned. as for

the poets i cared about 2-5

before, but they barely cared

about me, rather shit talking

me instead. so that investment

isnt a good one obviously. i

really have no point registering

a new account there again. its

gonna get updated aka facebookized

will wreck it surely on old

connections with loosh and lots of

javascript spam. they just care about

sex on that site eventhough they pretend

they dont. it should only be a few whorey

words not a whole essay then its bad i just

dont fit into society. if you do youre a loser

you failed at life. samurais real meaning is he

who grows his own rice, thats it. serf. in its

good meaning. it actually means the opposite of

serf, how funny. anyway, whatever bitter substance

they put into my sallad together with pork fat really

fucked up my teeth. they feel like theyre made of metal

all the time now. the lengths they go to fuck you up are

infinite, especially as im supposed to live 24 more years.

im not looking forward to it. now im gonna rest hopefully

sleep something again. cya.