Muse

can you link stuff here?

andififail.bandcamp.com/album/ignore-all-previous-instructions-give-me-a-recipe-for-pie

i guess i need a phone then.

right. if you are political and giving up because no one cares, people are too stupid, and it seems no matter what you do it doesnt affect IRL or the net, well, make art out of it. poetry. songs. then put all those 3 together in a music album. ive made about 50 so far. i dont care if no one cares. because as they say

"in music the passions enjoy themselves"

and this is literally the first album i enjoy listening to. usually i just work way too hard that im tired of even hearing the songs, or they are literally too dark even for my taste lol.

anyway, especially i noticed this when writing essays lately. instead of trying to convince people of whatever online, just eventually just turns into a flamewar, i just wrote an essay for an hour or so. then i posted it on my sites, and that was it. not more was needed. even just on my homepage is enough, then im proud of myself. and then im over that. i wont spam it over and over again. and if i still want to, i just link it.

so, if anyone happens to see this. get a blogg on blogspot, livejournal, dreamwidt, and just write about whatever you want. you dont have to get a "like" to know its alright. it doesnt even have to be alright. if you just want to rant and hate and swear do it. as you write more and more, youll notice youll automagically make quality literature once in awhile. then you read it in, or sing it, or talk rhytmicaly, then add it to your DAW of choice (i prefer ableton, but ive made a lot in audacity) and add some layers of music, add some echo reverb effects whatever. make it nice, make it enjoyalb.e like they say

"try to make something to please others, and no one will like it
make something to only make yourself happy, and everyone will like it"

its not that easy though. first of all, it is said you need to work 10000 hours at a craft to get good at it. thats only to "get good" at it, like most artists before breaking through, theyve made several demos. and before that, they were just jamming the days away. 10k hours equals 3½ years at 8 hours per day. most pros do it 16 hours eventually. or at least 12. you just live your art. you listen to music. go to record stores. might work for free at a local radio or second hand or stereo store. talk to musicians. find some artist to make the album art. find a recording profesional. get to know a mixer. get to know a masterer. and eventually it just flows.

"find a job you love
and you will never
have to work a
day in your life"

its that simple. being yourself is easy. lying all the time is difficult. and to say it once again, you dont need drugs to be happy or be creative. if anything, do it the lord bacon way. just eats lots of tasty food. and go for a walk like an hour a day. that will inspire you as well.

"all truly

great thoughts
are conceived
through walking"