Nofat

nofap for me now is final. porn disgusts me. i remember showing some porno pic to a chick in my teens, and she just freaked out and said it made her feel ugly. maybe in more ways than 1. you see, her mom was a prostitute, a big blues musician actually. and now im at the same point, 27 years later. porn is digusting. it has no soul. they dont say that about ai does it? except ai can read your soul. its funny when you work out, yes im joining this together with #nofat you ask yourself "am i wasting my time?" "why arent i getting any results?". now, what results do you get from addictions? you ruin your body and mind. and really, working out, for me at least, i saw results so quickly. but no, not being able to move my back or legs, i have never decreased in weight from working out. they make me puke over and over again when they notice me being fitter or slimmer or whatever, and since 2 years back ive puked about 300 times if you count every single barf. its just so fucked up. and now like a week ago i figured id ask my contact person for protein shakes? i mean, she bough those before and i sorta forgot about them. they as well. as always, the left hand has no idea what the right hand is doing. so since then theyve stuffed me more full of coffeebread than ever before.