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soddom and gomorra is now again. every woman is really a gay man in a womans body. its so sad. ive had women tell me "im horny in my asshole". they never say that about any other bodypart. its disgusting. if they shit themselves during sex they eat it up. seriously. im not interested in men or women or anyone really. but then im a father of 2. i have it busy. and its funny women like calling men "assholes" but the only ones with big asses are women, since they sit around doing nothing all day.
most new girlfriends i meet, all they do is lie in bed all day, 1 hand on the smartphone 1 hand in the crotch. find no one talks about this. like julia whenever i make the mistake to bother and sleep with her again, she messages me every minute around the clock for weeks! i dont have a smartphone or any phone btw since a decade back. if you wanna talk theres videochat or voicechat for free. all phones have turned into are portable tvs. i dont like my tv being like 10cm, its worse than the one i had as a kid that was like 25. and if i see a movie i want to be immersed. that doesnt work when youre on the commute.
phones have just turned everyone stupid. and guys even pumped up ones talk about how "shiney nice blue purple" that new plastic shell that costs 0.01$ to manufacture is. everyone is gay on the planet now. i started working out 1,5 year ago at 39 years old. it changed my life. i saw the true values. and i realized ive been a pussy. problem is, since then, i only meet bad women. they just want to have sex with me. they barely talk. or laugh. theyre so strung up on drugs. before i at least met better. so thats my punishment. and i keep fucking getting casino ads everywhere! since i do bicep curls it sorta looks like to the nanochip ai adsense that im pulling on a 1 armed bandit.
seriously though, i dont want sex, it gives me nothing. i want someone to care. 1 single friend. she doesnt talk a lot. but weve been friends online for 20 years. its nice. shes called tracey. we blog together. shes actually a male to female transexual. its weird. but shes for real. ive built her up. im proud of her. and her daughter. and her ex. and her present guy who is a real intellectual! like smarter than me. hes been published in big newspapers! and he breeds goats, lol.