Quit facebook

well for once neuroleptics worked in my favour. i quit sodexo, then wheat, then sugar (for like 1½ day). the last one was the most telling. it made me more sensitive, more alive, as a person, but also less addicted to superficial bullshit. quit facebook then, then another time recently.

now i try logging in, and its the same bullshit all over? softcore porn ads on the right, softcore porn "shorts", i scroll down some, softcore porn african chicks, "dating" site ads, which like ive mentioned can be hardcore porn when you click em, in easy to load gifs to really fuck you up.

what else? i almost never see posts from guys, if there are, its political stuff. but the women? its the same wellness bs. they form a long letter, but its just to spam "think of here and now and take a deep breath". yes, its a fucking religion, "scientifically proven" even.

really, i dont miss it in any way whatsoever. i dont miss "people". when my only friend whos basically never cared about me left me for good. wtf is the point?

if i could, id move into the woods. or at least in rural areas, with some useful pets. like they had in the old days. a goat, cow, pig, horse, cat, dog. they didnt get diseases or had harmful produce or whatever, because people cared about them as an individual. yeah im sure if you cram 1000 of them together theyll get "diseases".