Reality check 2025-05-18 sunday

yeah, 1 week after my 42nd birthday i end up in a mental hospital. whatever bad things ive said about the retirement home staff, its 100x worse here. there they are sorts clumsy and stupid. here they play stupid, but really just to break you down. theyve seemingly tortured me enough now, so they wont force meds into me. 2 staff here actually said i seemed healthy? and 1vthat i was faking my illness? so they are better in some ways. and when they changed me they were 4 one time and it took like 30 mins, and then i sorta thought they might have a heart. the fikebröd here is incredibly gross, and the food too. but 2 nice dishes lately. and yeah, they put aborted fetal tissue gas into every room. before it was 2 proper pipes which said like AB-## and many back in the days put chewing gum in there or paper, but that they remove nowadays. was more chaotic before. but now its a beeper with this white part around, and this small black circle. yeah, thats the output now. really, if you can help yourself, never end up like me. i see no point in it. ive been tortured for at least 8000 hours. for what? anyway, cya, got some fika. im sorta ok. ill try to get 2 laptops in here so i can be online all day.