The spectral notes part 1
to say it once again:
i started making shit up in like...
2007?
maybe some really amateurish
things even earlier like 2004
oh right, the 2/3:rd poem
in mr mishmash book
was something out of the ordinary
miss sri lanka responded with
"it sent shivers down my spine"
or something like that
she liked it
or not
or too
early ASMR
and that was long ago
and now people
respond worse and or better
anyway
people just fall in love with me like
directly
they forget about their
kids family spouse
responsibilities everything
both men and women
random people i meet
wherever online or IRL
even worse
they usually forget about me
or dream about me
and pretend they dont like me
because im larger than life
im not saying this to brag
its just an insight i got
hey i wanted to be a rockstar and
i got that personality eventually
my sis sara has gone backstage
with some of the biggest bands in history
im not jealous and i wouldnt
want that life its different and
she chose it or it chose her
shes an amazing person i barely know her
almost never seen her but shes blood
so i pretty much know everything anyway
i forgive easily and i mean it
you get bitter from the humle in beer
its a conservative so if you think
youre punk or leftwing if youre an alcoholic
then youre wrong ok straight edge is
the only way to true enlightement or
else youll just up and die
one day and no one knew why
maybe from the latest vaccine
you had a 85-90% chance of surviving it
quoteth: mr latino:
"om jag jag bara hör ordet 'sprit' nu så spyr jag"
crazy whacky whimsy nutter: "sprit sprit sprit
sprit sprit sprit sprit sprit sprit sprit!!!!!!!"
mr latino "fan sluta ok du är speciell lol"
listen ive met several sick freaks and
sillymuch passive aggressive psychos
and BDSM nutters
and insane drug addicts and
erotica writers and prostitutes and
pimps and brothel mamas and mafia bosses
theyre nice people they dont treat me too badly
conciousness expresses itself through
creation like archangel mkæl says
you are your own reality you choose what you eat
with your senses including your mind
its the most precious dont do drugs
you can think and pray yourself out of any trouble
possible just believe in yourself
and mother earth and brother moon
and the bright suns and älvdottirs around you
were all one soul tribe its ok
no matter what state youre in
it gets better you just have to
take that first step <3
anyway i dont stand by trans rights or any rights
you have the right to be yourself up to a point
you will see the signs all along its
up to you to read them correctly
or they will be printed on your forehead
thats why im getting a face tatu anyway
not sure what it will be but i dont find myself
pretty or attractive and i find that good
too much self confidence isnt good
wellness can fuck you up just do whatever
makes you happy and harmonic
and that you know is true
its easy really if youre struggling with addiction
no matter what you can literally think yourself out
of the problems just make a big decision and the
universe will lay the path down to you
its easy demons are on your side
because they are YOU and no one else
you are your own darkness
how you see the world because darkness
is only light you cant see its a grainy image
which you have to interpret
the point i was going to
make in the beginning is
lying can be good even bold lies
its storytelling its not lies just make a
grandiose story make it abstract so its
allmängiltigt thats supreme art anyway
- TRUTH - HARMONY - REFLECTION -
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