Visionary

i dont think pain is
the meaning of life
that makes it too easy
yeah i was a
psychopath before
inflicting mental
pain on people
for my own enjoyment
since pain always makes
their life better, right?
and its not making
something good out of pain
its making something good
plain and simply
out of your existance
its very easy to not suffer
by just improvising
whatever happens
be prepared for it
if not, think things through
why things happen
thats the easiest part
eat tasty food
dont eat disgusting food
that is like pain to the
appreciation senses
thats not the point
enjoy all life has to offer
dont be bitter and resentful
but if you are, fucking good
people are too politically
correct nowadays
genuine anger
if angled correctly
is good
like vlogging
out your anger
thats awesome
when i was 30 i
wanted to be a father
i was working for free
at a second hand store
my first job
i ordered up things
in the multimedia part of it
then i hear these 2 delinquents
probably forced to work there
but having no idea what to do
they just shit talked
all of a sudden i hear them
talking about computer games
well, i had made an area
just for that
and educational titles as well
so i tell them to follow me
and check it out
wouldnt you know
one of the kids
looked up to me
like i was a rolemodel
if i had abused him
that wouldnt have
been meaningful
im sure hed had
enough of that already
but meeting a good
person for once
that can change you
if even for a moment
women have infinite rolemodels
but the only thing guys hear
is if you have a big dick
youre a good person
nothing else matters
which surely makes things futile
but actually meeting someone
which doesnt want to molest you
or impress you with their bling
or turn you into a junkie or a liar
or materialist or egoist
thats unusual