a bird tweetered to me

a bird tweetered
you are beautiful tomas
i had just showered
to renew my venus blue aura
or just
to stop the pain in more pain
the darkness beyond darkness
i had anxiety and headache
or rather
despair and migraine
with despair 
i can only think
i turn into ether
or rather
black matter
hawking radiation
with migraine i cant think
i cant do anything
i cant rest
i cant talk
i go real insane
catatonia you could say
and a bird said
you are beautiful tomas
the bird chirped more
but thats all that i 
could get out of it
a bird sang to me
you are beautiful tomas