a long time coming

i get anxiety from..............
sweet things
as simple as that
all that time 
all that pain
for a temporary high
which isnt even a high
it just feels 
comfortable 
in the mouth
which isnt that 
comfy anymore
with plenty 
of holes
so this is a 
revelation of sorts
i have to thank myself
in buying lemons
and making lemonade
it makes me satiated
probably because of 
all that c-vitamin
try it yourself
it could change
your life
i know it 
did mine

karlwash

i wash my eyes with my own tears
i wash my cheeks with my own tears
i wash my ears with my own tears
i wash my feet with my own tears
i wash my hair with my own tears
i am infinite sadness
i am infinite detail
i am infinite 
darkness
i am
darkhalo 