hi i am emma

the gentle steps 
of a leaf 
crossing the street

the sounds 
of an oldskool 
mobile phone

the feeling of my 
winter body thawing 
in the spring sun

the urge for my heart 
to feel something again

for someone 
somewhere
again
please
i need it

i cry now
so my heart is alive
for the very first time

but i dont feel love
only sadness
happy sadness

maybe thats 
what its like
to grow old
to miss things
people
happenings
places

a joyful remembrance
there is no hate
there is no indifference
there is only
love
for everything
everyone
everywhere

hi
my name is emma
emma johansson
im mostly sad
i can make people happy
but its only a 
defence mechanism

i prefer being by myself
emma means home
but also universe
the universe is my home
my home is my universe

i like it here
hope you sneak 
by sometime
feel my world
i like it anyway
hope you do too