i had it so easy before
could fuck up over and 
over again and nobody cared
now i care more for people
maybe
its logical
im a pisces in the moon
the moon determines your personality
i get cold feet real easily
thats my soul not being happy
it doesnt storm when im unhappy 
like it does with bella
so
hey :( <3 when i work a lot my 
aura turns red but 
pisces like blue auras
i dont like being red
i dont like making art or music 
poetry works though 
but im not bipolar anymore
i still feel horrible 
when i feel horrible i think 
of the future and that 
WERE ALL GONNA DIE 
THERES NOTHING WE CAN ABOUT IT 
DO THE MORE WE FIGHT IT 
THE EARLIER WE DIE
like its always been with me
they want me as 
their punching bag
punching bags 
obviously 
dont complain
which i didnt before
i was still treated 
like dirt though
the few times i spoke up
i know now those who dont 
get supersad have no 
idea what it feels like
they drink their beer 
they smoke their weed and 
everything is fine and dandy
no
everyones in the struggle <3