Hi. I'm Adamantine Seas, at the present moment of yesterday! I'm not sure how a self-biography would sound, because "all art is self-biographical". 

I had good parents, they did some mistakes, but they were good overall. As of 2023, my dad has been dead for 8 long years. I'm beginning to understand him now, but he lived like a mystery, and died like a mystery. The same goes with my mom, she being a scorpio she doesn't say a lot, just what adventures happened to her in the 20's? You never know...

I started persuing art in 1994, at the age of 11, when I got my first PC. I got some computer magazine with a demo of Photoshop 3.0. The first real artpiece, I realize now, is an illustration of the gamma radiation from black holes. So I did cosmic art all the way back then.

Believe it or not, but the "Bella" I talk of is a real person. Though she is an elf, and they are mythologized. But if people think I made up Bella in my mind... all the better? I have no imagination nor emotions though, so that would be impossible! 

You can check my later site svenskadikter.com/sofia for maybe 1000-2000 works, written in the last 2 years. I have created a lot more than that, but I realized when Bellas and my 2 children yelled out simultaneously DAD GROW UP SOME TIME, that I, have eating disorders and self-harm problematics.

So I tried to counter that with homemade mincemeat sauce and plenty plenty of eggs.

I have now eaten healthy for about a month. It's never easy, everyone has their ups and down. Something Bella once said is that i was "the best out of LSD". Believe it or not again, but I do not take drugs to write the way I do. I remember fondly some years ago, that for every 10 poems I read, no matter the genre, I would write 1 poem. So I wrote and wrote a lot.

When Bella left me for her ex when our first baby was born, I turned to computer games, something I hadn't dabbled in for 1½ decade.

I remembered then how it was, I was accepted for who I am, no matter what. So as a tip for you, if you feel lonely and ignored, try to look up some online or offline (with an online community) game, and start playing! You will have a lot of fun, and maybe all that pent up energy you have will disipate.

As a gamer I had trouble fitting into normal society, although I managed that awhile. I have never had a proper payed job. Worked some for free though, at a large (or else it gets boring!) second hand store, a factotum at a cute art café, at the amazing thing called Fountain House, and its accompanying radio show, Radio Totalnormal. Again, highly recommended to look up those, it can save your life!

Hmm, that's about it huh? I write whenever I get inspired, which is... whenever. I don't know which genres I write or produce or photoshop in, I just do whatever, and it comes out something.

LIVE LONG AND PROSPER - TRUTH HARMONY REFLECTION - PEACE LOVE UNDERSTANDING