so its strange that i 
havent written about this
but its soon a 4 year anniversary 
when bella and i first met
everything has its time

anyway
there was a health 
and looks event 
at fountain house
bellas mom eva had 
started there 1 year prior
but i wasnt in the kitchen 
and we just missed eachother

i think before i 
met bella i did 
meet her mom
i used to have tiny notes 
of what i was 
gonna say on stage
and got teased about that
at the same time
i was doing photoshops 
of ~20 stock images
they looked incredible
so i printed on one side the text 
and the other some photoshop
eva was impressed
and i gave it to her
she also got one of 
my moms freeweaves
they were friends 
for awhile
until mom got tired 
of the cilentele 
at fountain house

anyway so id smoked opium
in a really bad way
nothing seemed to happen
except i fell asleep on 
the commute all the time
and looked 50 years older
yeah, i revitalized 
from that luckely enough
but it was bad
what was good though
is that i came closer 
to bellas frequency
then id had a tatu 
the day before
and at the event 
i was cleaning it 
in a bad way
only for bella 
to say later 
I THOUGHT YOU HAD 
INJECTED GASOLINE

anyway so i was bored
so i picked up one 
of the smartphones
and wouldnt you know
bellas voice was 
on the phone
they said theyre beeped and 
hollared and rang a 100 times
but finally i was 
on their frqeuency

so i say hi to the 
platina retriever 
and the mom
and take bellas hand 
out to the other ones
quite quickly i notice 
shes not comfortable there
so i take her inside instead
she said later 
YOU SAW ME
but thats just how 
i treated anyone
as a unique treasure

so we go to the comp
she stands 2 meters away
and i go on my facebook
and as avatar i have 
RPG alignments
you know
like mine
neutral/good/chaotic
and she says 
THATS ME
i wonder what she means
so i ask what her starsign is
but before she answers i say 
LIBRA
because she reminded me 
of another 2 libras whod 
started at fountain 
house recently
she does her magical mysterical smile
and shes wearing a wonderful 
green/brown dress with patterns

then i figure i should 
play one of my songs
so i chose TANTRA
its sexual but not overt 
more sensual maybe
in the beginning i have 
this fast synth loop
and she says 
THATS WHAT FAIRYS SOUND LIKE

anyway
i take her upstairs
and do a bunch of experiments 
with the music equipment 
they got there
the platina retriever 
comes with eva too
it was like it had wings
and theyre off

when i come home i play some 
ISABELLA ISA BELLA LA danish tune
then the next day shes forgotten
but she never forgot about me