RIP smoking oct-apr

i started 
smoking after
im not sure
i just did
a stupid idea
now

my hands heat 
up under the sheets
instead of a 
chilling touch

my feet are possible 
to walk with again
after i almost fell 
apart when i 
tried to stand up

my whole upper 
body is warm
instead of an 
incessant cough

my outblowing air is warm
instead of a gross smell

my anxiety is managable
instead of cigs 
demons that attack
you all day and most
of the night as well

bye cigs
i dont miss ya
and no
i have no abstinence 
problems either
i hate you
youre gone
fuck off cigs