self confidence is the opposite of egoism

the rich ones

they just live for the high
they just live for the money
they live for the things, 
they just live for the pussy
they dont love like us casual people do
i dont envy them
i envy normal people
i envy parents
i envy people with normal jobs
because they can teach you so much
we live in a strange world
still
if you wanted to 
become a millionaire
youd be buying 
lottery tickets
so the people at the top 
are good at doing things
but i dont envy them
i envy my momy
i envy my dad
i envy my sisters
i wish i could 
have their lives
lived through 
their eyes
for a day
but im just a lonesome taurus
just a pained pisces in the moon
and i like it that way
my trials are gruesome
but i still think 
i have it better 
than most people
because i dont take 
a lot of drugs
or alcohol or cigs
its ok the way it is
the millionaires
can have their highs
they can have tehir money
they can have their things
they can have their pussy
im ok with not that much
i dont envy them
i envy people who are 
better artists than me
their creativity
what they create from nothing
from their dreams
i used to do that
but now im down to earth
and i like it that way
i dont like drug visions
but i love dreaming
and i dream every night now
wake up as a new person
only shower late at night
as the saying goes....
CORPUS CHRISTI 
ALONE BEWARE AURORA 
DOMINI SANCTUM