i just went on the commute to tumba. 5 mins. was there when it came. and i bought 5 chocolate bar for 5 krona. and it was heaven on earth when i came home. i talked to people. sorry i forgot about posting poems. i might do it tomorrow. and i dont know if i posted the "something important". to check. now its stardew valley! the neighbor is playing "lugna favoriter" = calm favorites radio station. heaven on earth. heaven on earth. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 

flirting is back. like ive said, i figured during corona that if i didnt meet people it would get better. but as neil hilborn says "people are the lifeblood" or something like that. i cant just live with plants or tv. i need something real. so flirting is back. its only a few words but it means so much. that i am attractive. that i am beautiful. that i am ok. just with how i am. doesnt matter if i smell bad or have ugly clothes. i am still alright. that reminds me. i should shower! havent done it since this morning, or even then? i have 9 children btw. many womens. i wrote new but forgot to update on dreamwidth.