Captains log 4
calisthinetics is the process of which you use your own body as resistance.
since im handicapped its my only choice most of the time.
i had the work therapist here for the first time in ½ year.
i asked if i actually get any more muscle mass from training?
he said "yes, some". it seems only the opposite side of my
elbows get warm. yes, even if i only work out my right hand
my left elbow gets warm as well. im concerned about gaining
weight. when i only ate 1 piece out of the sodexo food and
worked out an hour or more per day with my right arm i lost
10kgs of weight. now i want the food to get inspired in writing
and doing photoshops and music. i looked on the mover thingie
it can handle max 247, will i reach that in 10 years? in 20 years?
not only are health recommendations wrong and inaccurate, they
are just masonic numbers. wonder why 23 shows up so much in
"health" things? 2/3=666. i know its not the only thing, but
like, its so messed up. i checked a health thingie which was
the first hit on google. even at 177cm and only 77kg it said
"you are on the brink of overweight". thats just wrong on so
many levels. queue poem:
why doesnt anyone care about how guys feel?
why doesnt anyone care about how girls feel?
why doesnt anyone care?
i just want real good wellmade food
and do i get it here?
no its disgusting sodexo bullshit
and the ultimate junkfood
but junkfood is 1-5hz, the earth
in itself is 2.4hz or so, so if you
eat a lot of sugar + wheat + chocolate
you actually go to the galactic centre
i havent heard many people talk about art
or how they get inspired. it took me a long
time to understand that chocolate inspires me
since i jumped ive barely eaten it at all.
but its true, you can abuse whatever and
still get inspired from it. ive reached
fentanyl levels with just junkfood.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZItRY-14ZBA&list=PLdZDWwPjmHdvAMyuVgGe05pU1AQRB8Fqr&index=11
dreamstep playing. it sounds real beautiful.
its synched to my state of being
i know i should treasure this moment
tomorrow will probably suck
and who hears this? well, maybe kirin?
i dunno. i could post it so tracey hears
it but were connected heart-to-heart.
and miss poetry site hates me, maybe....
im pretty dead there. all i hear is
"thanks for the comment"........ =(
"growing old means accepting the loss
of one joy after the other". why do i
play runescape? almost no one talks there.
its not like during la belle epoque.
id find people every day several who
i talked to hours for. now i talk to....
.......whoever hears this. i dunno who
really =***( ill get back to gaming now
and being on (un)social media.
av Rhiannon Kirin (ris och ros)
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