Cocaine:state of mind
as for "wandering hands", and me being the "smelly person on the bus". well, sorta. in early 2006s i put my butt close to the other seat on the bus. so the woman who seated there (surely just a coincidence, well, women to a higher degree use the commute instead of their own car) had to bump her butt next to mine. i quickly realized my wrongdoing though and stopped with this practice. both then and later, i know it was the neuroleptics which turned me into this.
if i got my legs mobility back tomorrow, i dont know how id react.
i misinterpret signals. or rather, women flirt with me on the commute, some dont. except if 1 ever does it i think they all want my huge libido / cock(s). and thus continue this practice indefinately unless something really nasty happens.
and like i figured years ago already. the psychiatric system think their torture actually burns your karma and however fucked up / idiotic they act, its all in the name of "repentence".
so that it would be THEIR fault i am "bipolar" they would obviously never admit.
anyway, im not that now. and its all because of a nurse a year ago. she said the immortal words "no meds have been added". and nothing can stop her.
except for her though, all asian chicks i meet since then, have been stupid as fuck. this is all related to me taking those 5 grams of cocaine (twist and shout) in... 2022?
before, at FH / dynamo. i met amazing ones.
well, maybe only 5 or so since 2011.
they were
smart
funny
talented
well built
beautiful
educated
strong
tall
basically the most amazing women on earth. and yes i finally realized bella was half japanese too.
so shes in this category. but ever since then, i am ONLY attracted to asian chicks.
and not soon thereafter, i called up both ida and the countess for telephone / IRL sex purposes. what do they both say? basically the same thing.
YOUR COCK IS TOO SMALL SO WE CANT HAVE A RELATIONSHIP
sigh...
anyway, this eventually reverted to its previous state. and all women give me a boner again and theyre all attracted to me. even the countess again.
but it still stands that all the asians (even the guys) i meet since 2022 are now
naive
dumb
short
ugly
fat
slow
high pitched voices
this cant be a coincidence, rather a psyop.
right. a fucking police helicoper is hovering outside my window now. this is a psyop on a much higher level. i remember this guy saying the military police actually chased him once. resistance is futile.
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