Dont mess up your life like me
dont mess up your life like me
dont take dip for 5 years and keep getting
stronger stuff from shadey dealers
dont in your despair feel like hitting
yourself 150 times in your third eye
my real mom says its related to your larynx
your breathing aparatus
but on bad days now i
cant even appreciate beauty
then whats the point?
i usually wake up at 8
then get tired 2 hours later
and dont achieve much
achieving for me
is making music
thats the ultimate
and doing lyrics for them
and good album art
anyway, i got fresh water
after so long without it
i used to love that
and also drank a whole
litre of orange juice
felt like puking but now didnt
the smell in my
lungs is of ice water
its a special sensation
like licking icicles
but i have no thoughts whatsoever
no links in my brain
no neural connections
i broke that
dont break yourself like me
be a good person
but most of all
to yourself
dont try to be 5 miles high
dont try to be too happy
theres natural ways of being happy
of making someone happy
in an appreciative way
appreciating their beauty
their light
the look of their wings
their aura
their halo
their superpowers
make them grow as a person
with drugs you turn less
at least over time
there is a world without it
where you just live day to day
appreciate the little things
instead of hearing seeing sensing
a million things
you just live in 1 reality
ive done that for most of my life
i dont have a 100 billion neurons
i have 2 really
1 input 1 output
if im in nature its just 1 neuron really
if in inside its usually a window open
with fresh air no matter the temperature outside
and some nice music usually liquid drum and
bass later years and earlier ones too
anyway, seems i have "emotions" now
which means i get horny eventhough i cant cum
and i do cry genuinely so that im thankful for
for whatever breaks something comes anew
its so simple and ive never known anyone deeply
who shares that view so few azns and hindus
in sweden and online where i frequent
av För Emma 79 (ris och ros)
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