Farewell world
i have no conciousness during the day
during the night its re-run of dreams
my time works slower
i think its 5 in the afternoon and its just 1
i have really nothing to live for
and i dont really exist anymore
i should stop eating
but then itll react with non-meds
and ill turn even more crazy
i should try to die somehow
and i dont know how
i am not calm
i get bored eventually
of 0 thoughts after hours
yesterday i tried listening to music
with eyes closed
it turned to an avalanche
of fuckedupness later
i get tired from computerscreens
im just tired 24/7
i shit myself at 1 o clock
i call them for 3 hours
then they just yell me out
"we are a little busy"
i have to wait 8 hours
for them to
remove the shit
from my body
so how could they in any
way care about hygiene here?
av För Emma 79 (ris och ros)
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