Gülär
as for gülär, ive propped her full of compliments now. she just walked up to me and punched me in the face. not a lot. so i said she should caress me there, and i held her hand a long moment.
anyway, as it happens in the fifth dimensions, i wrote about leyla, bella and julia. being my only ones. the universe only wants me to talk about gülär though. so before i had finished writing, she comes in and says i cant "hold her hand". she seems in love though. i told her i loved her like 3 times. shell be her normal self tomorrow. anyway, its the universe and my mom and myself it seems who fucks things up for me.
mom only wants me for herself, even if she only visits every 3 months, like tracey used to do. or everyone else, for that matter, like miss romania. she constantly told me about her lovemaking with arabian princes, that she "talks to someone every day" now, and more. but as soon as i mention bella and that im happy for her she gets pissed off?! so she secretly admires me. but wont allow herself to admit it. goes against her christian morals. or fuck what do i know.
av Tsofmia Neptlith (ris och ros)
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