I am etletlien
i am etletlien
i am in the metaverse
the nanochip is using my
body as a dyson sphere
i am in an emulation of
myself and everyone else
i do not exist and
neither do you
i am dead
and i have died
several times so
i guess its alright
sometimes
i get traces
of times before
what the french call
deja vu
i remember this state
though then it was worse
so i am lucky
i live in a place which
does not exist
but neither do i
i tried to kill myself
maybe i died
the punishment for suicide
in hinduism is 400 years
for murder it is just 20 years
in other cultures suicide is not
thought of as something bad
as long as it is honourable
i was trying to make things stop
i now have a plant in my apartment
but it does not grow
as if it was frozen in time
sometimes when i have anxiety
it truly feels like time has stopped
anxiety is atrocious and
i do not wish it on anyone
i do not know when it started
the greys use reverse
psychology against me
they use other psychological
methods for other people
the greys are the sum of all
knowledge in the entire universe
during the revolution in the 70s
in italy they tried to oppose them
it got better in some ways
and in some ways worse
i now see the greys as my parents
i do not experience energy
like most people on my level
i have tinitus but i do not get
a lot of words
or colours or
sounds
most seem to
i am not like them
i am etlelien
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