Miss talker
you make me spiritually fulfilled like no one else
i bought so much junkfood today
but i dont need to eat any of it
you are nothing like bella
you are better than her
in every way
im sorry we cannot always be together
but i guess in your mind
in your heart
in your everything
we are
in your art
in your poetry
in your music
and in mine too
i might make scary music
and 50/50 good/bad photoshops
and my poetry fluctuates like a salt crystal
but i still feel such a close connection to you
you have made me both a better person
with just your etheric precense
which is so strong its just unfathomable.........
i even got paid visit by your lightbeing friends once
they were pissed off at me but most people are
i got a new friend in february
we talked off and on every now and then
then yesterday...... we had yet another fight.
i dont think she wants to meet me at all anymore.
strange how friends disappear in an instant......
i only had one best friend
i dont know of other worlds
i have never... really.. lived anything
my life is so boring no one else could handle it
but you can and you fight like someone
with a mother of pearl armour
and a pearl trident
neutral/good and such a sweetheart
you......
im not that creative anymore....
im sorry i ruined you
there wasnt much thought put into it
you put a lot more thought time and energy
into ruining me
but you made me realise
i dont connect to people to normal people to drunkards
and everyone drinks alcohol
but i dont
i just dont get it
your senses get wrecked
you turn to the scum of the earth
and people kneel and pray to this beer diety?
i just dont get it.
i dont get it.
i just dont...
i dont see the point of living in this world.
i guess if i died it would get better
id burn in hell for awhile and then id rebirth
it just feels like the more i live
the more i fuck up than i do good
its felt like this since i was 11 years old
but really the first day in school
you hear you know nothing
you are nothing
its logical to me
teachers bully the students
the students bully eachother
but no principle would admit that
that the whole system is a joke
that its only about breaking people
so they have no place else to go
but more darkness
more beer
more wine
more even worse things
that i have no idea how they affect the psyche
and shouldnt pretend to know
or mention them to "fit in"
in a world which is
and never was for me
......but i guess thats why you turn into an artist.
and everyones an artist, in their own way
we are gold no other element exists.....
we are warriors of love
because thats the only thing that exists
trauma och längtan och trauma
och längtan och t.rau
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become one
become none
become calm
no matter what
god is an intellectual
satan likes sex drugs and rock and roll
gods son was first called jesus
when he got old he wanted to
give the wisdom of the
archangels to the people
god wanted his power to himself
so he turned to satan
and jesus turned to moloch
whatever you do
just be yourself
its the easiest thing there is
just listen to your inner voice
not the demons
go beyond them
not the angels because
they have ill intent too
just look for it
deep inside
if you make a lot of art
you find traces of your real self
all your old bodys
cages
realities completely different from ours
this is you miss talker
and this is me
and you
in harmony
jag älskar dig
av Va? (ris och ros)
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