Sloppy

sloppy

i know i know
ive turned sloppy as an artist
and being an artist is being perfection
theres no much left of me
since im an artist first and foremost
if thats gone
im just a shell
im listening to really beautiful music
that i havent heard in awhile
and it doesnt "give" me anything
i could just as well listen to nothing
i am dead, stone cold, dead, dead, dead