So what is the aim with nofap
so what is my aim with #nofap? to, in 1 year, or more, lose so much belly fat ill be able to fap with both hands again. yes, its true, my hands are sorta small and feminine, and my dick is sorta big and masculine. but really, when i was skinny, 2013-2015, i didnt notice much difference? as i quit electronics then i dont have many photographic documentations of the time. didnt really get any compliment for my looks or weight either. did meet my first girlfriend then so that was nice. but it only lasted a few days, then the powers that be punished me with 3 months in closed psychiatric care. but, fuck! i feel so fucking great. not bitter to even 0%. it doesnt even exist in my world. and, damn! in awhile ill fall asleep, have great fucking dreams, then a black lady will come in around midnight and well have great fucking sex. and yeah, my scrotom, especially now, hides my dick, making it essentially smaller. during the skinny ages, it was around 21 centimeters length, so 4cm longer than normal. never checked the circumference but probably 35cm or so. no wonder julia had trouble riding me. yes, as for how the day went? i fapped until i shat myself. its true. since the second suicide attempt, i cant cum. people, whatever you do, dont fuck up your neck. its not fun. so instead i piss myself, and eventually, after enough pissings, i shit myself. it feels sorta nice maybe and in some ways better. id always get in a bad mood when i cummed. i remember in my teens and when i started at 7 i got a tiny adrenaline rush. but that was it? if my body is cold from airing the apartment all night, and i wake up and fap, that hot hot piss feels real nice, better than some sticky smelly thing. anyway, gnight again furries =) <3
av För Emma 79 (ris och ros)
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