something that baffles me.. is that, ok, from what ive gathered now, vaccines are the worst fraud in existance. then.. we have flu vaccines. the thing is, if flus are real, and are randomly contracted from animals. theres no way in hell you can make a vaccine against them. i mean, they are seasonal.
so if you make a vaccine for one year, it will be ready to be released while everyone has gotten their natural immunity already. so the industry makes people think that theyre "guessing" by some act of god?! well, they just fucking cant. its not like they can see into the future.
i know for a fact, that the vaccine i got in 1983 made me autistic. one of my first memories is playing NES 2 years later. and then my neighbor, who i visited frequently, had both a computer and a gaming console. now, if i hadnt gotten that shit-ton of mercury injected in me, id probably been interested in other things, had other friends, had other wishes for my birthdays. enjoyed sports, nature, maybe not have had to wait 30 years to get into my first relationship.
well, maybe big pharma could see into the future. that they knew, after secret tests, that vaccines with mercury, made people more interested in electronics, computers, "gadgets", "bling". and barely engaged in anything else, at all. and so un-human, bodily sick and with such a lowered immune system, that they couldnt be around people nor animals, spend time outside, or in the woods. just sitting there, staring at a bright synthetic light. completely zombified.
i cant believe this, people in america get 80 vaccines by age of 18? how does ANYONE survive that much mercury?! i guess i have sympathy for my fellow man now. as far as i can recall, ive gotten 2 vaccines ever (the second one was for corona), and they fucked me up beyond belief. but more than a 100, over a lifetime? jesus christ.
this would explain why basically everyone is braindead these days. they have no language anymore! they use the same words over and over, or in the intellectually laden inner-city stockholm: "i know", "ive heard that", "you said that", then they look down at their screen a second later.
a few days ago, i made this jocular essay, about the rise of the troll empire, which id call the modern man. well, i almost got bit by the "stupid" virus while writing it, its addictive to be dumb. ignorance, is, after all, "bliss".
something im wondering is, when you have a smartphone that close to your body, doesnt it radiate the heavy metals in the object? especially when almost everyones screen or other parts of the phone are damaged. so modern man doesnt just get mercury, but a plethora of other heavy metals in their body. modern phones also get really hot, and this should increase the release of toxic substances.
were over, and done for. i see no videos criticizing smartphones these days. and a large portion of todays humanity has seemingly been twitterified (or even.. tiktoked). if you write a longer text message than just a few lines, the normal persons brain just cant take it in. and as for video content, it has to change perspective or scenery dozen times per minute, for the viewer to not change to something "more addictive".
either case, with that much mercury, the average person is a lot more autistic than me. how do they handle their day-to-day? thats right. through even more bullshit. stronger and stronger coffee / tea, drink when you get home, get wasted on fridays, get even more fucked up on special occasions, and now we have weed as well? and a lot of other drugs. fentanyl? jesus christ..
if the desensitized person doesnt take all these stimulants.. they feel nothing at all. i cant understand how people can survive decades putting all that shit in their body. ive tried, i really have, to turn "normal", but at the end of the day, it backfired, and i got even weirder.
i thought i was emotionally detached, but im pretty livid compared to the average man. when you get enough dead on the inside, you dont just "feel bad" or "cry", it goes way beyond that, as weve seen with the adrenochrome charges of the elite.
people, by and large, are, across the board, psychopathic. they lie straight to your face, over and over, and if they ever fuck up, they either happen to be alone with you just then, or all their (fuck)buddys back them up. theyre manipulative, they lie about lying even! they can tell you one thing, then when you say "why did you say that?" a minute later, theyll reply "i never said it!".
really, before delving in conspiracies, i didnt think it was this bad. but even we had electricity, there was indoctrinating religion, there was drinking alcohol at a higher rate than your best mate. and a host of other things, which turn you into an extreme numbskull.
i know this sounds left-wing, but.. we all have our divinity, genius, creativity, insight and empathy inside. the genome project is a hoax, we have infinite genes just waiting to be activated, to enable our higher self, into multi-dimensional beings. and all these toxic stimulants and addictive deadly poisons, keep us down, make us two-dimensional, if even that.
i really have no hope for humanity any longer. i had an amazing girlfriend for 1½ year. now were over though, and im over too. and im never getting her back, and the prospects of finding anyone else, for that matter, is zero. i just know.
but if youve ever been truly in love, had a real best friend, or a pet who cared for you, who made you see the bigger picture. theres no way in hell youd want to associate with the rest of this planet.
as the saying of the roman empire goes: "give them bread and circuses, and theyll never revolt", well, it holds true to this day.
or velvet acid christs words: "just about everyone is a liar, trying to steal time"
and guess what? you and your whole existance is a LIE, your fake personal life and imagery broadcasted online is your own homemade CIRCUS - made to fool YOU and no one else, and every single piece of your body / mind / soul, down to the last synapse and neuron, is now the illuminatis BREAD - if youve taken the corona vaccine, you BELONG to big pharma.
if earth is truly a simulation, or even worse - a prison planet, the overlords are doing a SMASHING job at fooling everyone. and were all falling deeper and deeper into self-denial, and even more likely: our next life will be even more hellish.